I keep discovering ways in which it asks me how to work on myself. I came home in August or September [] from After Laughter. Had I known what healing looked like, I never would have looked forward to it. I would have wanted to book another tour. I assume you had to see your ex regularly to do that?
Look, maybe some couples can do that. Not this one. I had to get therapy. I was having a lot of bad dreams. I still do. What are the dreams? My most memorable recurring dreams from childhood are all water related. I started to have a lot of those again. It resulted in me having panic attacks, and I ended up in a hospital.
When was this? Late It started to happen because I was in denial. I found a facility where I could go and be in a safe group or by myself and talk. Talk therapy has been more important for me than medicine. Their experiences were carried down and not corrected or taken care of. Did the work help you understand why you were getting a divorce or why you had gone through with the marriage in the first place?
I got into that relationship prematurely. He was not divorced [from his previous wife] yet. I was very lonely. It was the beginning of the guys and I not having a great time in the band. I started making bad decisions: running, looking for the right door. Ten years trying to redeem one terrible mistake will send you to a lot of wrong doors, including directly down the aisle. What was the mistake? Getting together with him when he was with someone else?
I felt powerless and ashamed. It felt like the only way out was to stay in it. Why do I do this? I had a 4- or 5-year-old brain. My dad is a wonderfully sweet man. But they were kids when they got together. Singing that was like being in a plastic bag for years and finally poking a hole in it.
I had a lot of shame about being the other woman, about being betrayed, about staying. The song is meant for myself. I stayed so many times.
I think I like myself more than that, you know? I know that feeling. The person I offended when I was the other woman, at that point in my life, was the only person in the entire world who could have understood my specific pain.
Because I was betrayed and felt alone and stupid. Reconciling with the woman he originally betrayed healed you of your subsequent betrayal? For me, making amends meant being able to flush out all the poison that was floating around in me.
Your voice has always been synonymous with emo rage. It reminded me a bit of Radiohead. After Laughter was very dance-y. Happy songs, a bit bombastic.
This stuff felt subdued, like it was literally simmering. It felt angry. The way that [Thom Yorke] pushes to find new tools is inspiring and helped me to step into a new courage. I was listening to Sade and Erykah Badu. Did making this project make you feel more free to use your voice differently? Every song was a different process.
I have more conviction. Then the point gets across. What about writing these songs made you realize you needed them more for you than for Paramore? Well, Paramore had agreed to take time away. When we finished self-titled [] , we were wrecked. We won a Grammy , and we were so unhappy. Then I tried to quit the band because I was going through personal turmoil.
Then we wrote After Laughter and I was not okay. He told Zac and I we had to stop as soon as we had done the tours we agreed to. I took it seriously. Were you scared to tell the label? Of course. I get on the train. Were you afraid to be a solo artist? I will never be a solo artist. Taylor and Zac are doing their own things. Yes and no. You kind of are. To Paramore?
The Franklin, Tennessee, native scored a deal with Atlantic Records at the tender age of Her managers wanted to sign her as a solo pop artist but she objected; grrrl wanted to play in an "alternative" rock band. They were a pop-punk band that formed in and wrote songs about being young and paranoid. Now they're a rock band that play arenas all over the world, and they still write songs about being young and paranoid. Paramore was founded by Hayley with a pair of brothers.
There was a falling out or something and now there are these guys who aren't brothers. Her cackle is as swoon-worthy as her croon, at times it's hard to believe such a massive voice can be produced from a single person. Hayley Williams Is So Unique! Hayley williams is one of the coolest girls in the entire universe and if you don't think so you can go die in a whole filled with sharks!
Anna- " Have you listened to paramore " Joy-" Yeah, that hayley williams girl is Beast! She's pretty short but has an amazing voice and is VERY hot. Dude 1: Woohoo Paramore is awesome! Me: Woohoo Paramore is awesome! Dude 1:Hayley Williams is kinda hot The best headbanger in the world. I mean seriously, she needs a trophy! She doesn't have any range at all, and her voice lacks any power Sorry to say But hey, whatever floats your boat. Well I guess your not into women so of course you don't like her and I think your jealous of Valerie.
Also my perfect woman is actually Ashley Tisdale. It doesn't matter that her she doesn't have a big vocal range. The important thing is that Valerie's voice is so sweet to the point that she sounds like the kind of woman that wouldn't even hurt a fly.
And that's what I like in a woman. Actually, Valerie isn't short. I think she's about I've heard 5'8" thrown out there once or twice too! But if you want short, Hayley's your girl coming in at a whopping 5'0"! Or 4'11"? Somewhere between 4'9"-5'0". Smileforpink On Valerie's profile on youtube, she describes herself as a fairly small sized Canadian.
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